A 26-year-old online content creator with a height of six feet seven inches and a weight of around 104 kg claims her height makes her the victim of constant online harassment and insults despite being in a healthy weight range according to her body shape.
According to Amira Evans, her critics often react with shock at her weight relative to her height.
“Small-minded dumb people, they’ll see my height, six foot seven, my weight 100 kilos, and they’re like, ‘What, that’s fat.’ Evans said. “Um, hello, I’m 6ft7. If I was 40 kilos, I would probably be dead.”
Whereas Evans constantly receives anonymous criticism, she states that her paying subscribers tend to make quite different requests, asking for a custom-made video of her weighing herself.
“So many times I will have to go specifically to the gym because a guy’s requested a custom video of me weighing myself,” she explains, adding that she is often asked to take her body weight on the scale and zoom in on the number she gets.
Evans points out that these videos are usually non-sexual, as her subscribers’ interests are focused on her strength, her physical appearance, and her weight. The content creator shares photos of printouts from gym scales with the recorded height, weight, and body mass index.
Operating the subscription-based OnlyFans page, Evans claims that many of her subscribers are interested not in typical adult content but in watching her maintain her size, build muscle, and weigh more than 100 kg.
“I don’t think the guys want to see me really, really skinny,” she says. “They want me to be heavier because I’m more muscled.”
Although Evans admits that “BBW,” or “big beautiful woman,” type of content is a known online category, she believes her subscribers are attracted to her height, strength, and muscles rather than to weight gain.
“They know that becoming ‘fat’ isn’t me, and I’m never going to be like that,” she says. “But they want me to be heavier because muscle weighs more than fat. My subs want me to be as strong as possible so I can lift them up and carry them around.”
Evans highlights that many subscribers are attracted to the so-called “role reversal fantasy,” in which a woman is physically larger and can perform protective functions.
“They would love me to throw them around,” she says. “They go crazy over the idea that I can put them on my back and squat with them or even lift them up and put them above my head.”
Evans explains that subscribers perceive such an interaction with her as a form of physical protection. “They almost see it as, like, if we go out together, I can protect them, and I can look after them,” she says.
Evans believes that some of the requests she gets can be related to feeder fantasies, or a fetish involving eating and weight gain, yet she sets limits for what she is ready to do.
“Eating a meal in front of someone, like, it’s fine,” she says. “But I wouldn’t go out and get, like, five Big Macs and shove them all in my face.”
Yet Evans appreciates that her subscribers encourage her to eat whatever she wants. “How lucky am I that these guys are actually saying, ‘yeah, don’t worry. You should go and eat that. Go and order that pizza, and it’s fine,” she says. “I actually really enjoy it because I don’t want to starve myself.”
Evans reveals that her attitude to her body has changed compared to her childhood and teenage years, when she was very slim and had other problems to deal with.
“When I was growing up, I was so, so skinny and underweight. Back then, everyone wanted women to get bigger, get more curvy, get more womanly,” she says. “And now it’s like a full circle.”
Evans’ career has helped her feel much more confident about her body, especially amid the rise of popular trends such as Ozempic and liposuction.
“I’m very, very confident in my body now,” she says. “Ozempic and liposuction and everything like that are trending now, so it’s really, really refreshing for guys to be like, ‘no, I don’t want that.'”
Despite facing criticism from people who believe she is both too large and too small, Evans has managed to discern whose opinion matters more to her.
“When I was slim, I got bullied,” she says. “Now I’m curvy, and I get trolled. People will always want more.”
Evans prioritizes her paying subscribers over her critics on other social media channels. “The guys that are my high-quality subs and pay a lot, they’re not body shaming or, like, telling me I could do with losing 10 kilos,” she says. “People would say this on Instagram, but they’re not spending the cash, so their opinions don’t matter.”
Looking ahead, Evans plans to maintain her current body shape.
“Right now I’m about 104kg, so I want to kind of keep above 100 kilograms,” she says. “I want to maintain muscle, get more muscle, and grow my glutes.”
