Sydney West uploaded a TikTok video in which she shared how she feels after learning that her ex-husband is almost a year into his new relationship.
As mentioned in the video, West learned about the situation only last night.
“I look absolutely f***ed. I don’t know what my problem is. Um. I just found out that my ex-husband is about to celebrate his one-year anniversary with his girlfriend,” she said. “He’s actually one of the last girls. I found out about him cheating on me while we were married.”
West revealed she hasn’t started any new relationship after leaving the marriage.
“And I have not done anything with anyone. I’ve said no to dates. No one has even held my hand since him. And I’m like, you’re already in a. One year long,” she added.
West explained that she only recently realized what had happened in their marriage.
“Our divorce was finalized this year, and I just realized I was like. So he was fully on, like, seeing someone that he’s still with while I was still begging for him to not leave,” West said. “And that was over a different girl that I. That I found out about. And then you got with this one that fast, and I’m just like. And I knew about this girl too. It’s just she blocked me on everything when I try to message her.”
The person described some physical response to the information.
“So. I don’t know, I just. I feel like s***. I found this out last night. I feel like throwing up. Um. I don’t know, I. I don’t know,” she said.
The woman revealed she doesn’t want to get back together with the ex-husband.
“I just wanna feel better. I just wanna feel better, and I don’t care, and I don’t want him back,” West said.
West admitted her emotional problems are connected to the marriage but also go beyond it.
“It’s just with everything. With everything in my life, with surrounding my marriage, outside my marriage, before my marriage, after my marriage, with everything. I just feel f***ing sick to my stomach, and I just want to feel better,” she said.
At the end of the video, West said she hopes to feel better after posting it on TikTok.
“And maybe bullsting on TikTok makes me feel better. I don’t fing know. I don’t know,” she said.
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